Sexual Musings of a Cuckold

These are from my wife’s first sex diary she started keeping shortly after I introduced her to this lifestyle. At the time we also started a personal website for her, but later had to close it before it caused problems for her at her job. Start reading from the bottom up.

APRIL 24, 2007

Not very much of interest going on lately. I certainly have not been getting fucked like I would like. You’d think it wouldn’t be hard to get laid. There are any number of my male acquaintances that know they can fuck me at the drop of a hat. My poor cuckhold hubby, even he won’t fuck me! I’m supposed to go to the sex club again sometime this week, I guess I will get what I want there. »Read More

It is impossible to put the clock back and make women stop thinking about adultery. At least, if you visit Cuckold Forum, you will start suspecting all women of unfaithfulness. Because there are thousands of cheating babes, and no matter how strong their love for hubby’s and boyfriend’s are, the hunger for cuckolding and riding a new cock is stronger. Shocking? Maybe. But this is life (or rather, a cuckold lifestyle). Well, what the fuck is going on here, at Cuckold Forum? »Read More

I met Mario through Craigslist when I was looking for a candidate to fuck my wife. We’ve met a couple of great lovers through Craigslist over the past couple of years. Mario ran an ad titled “BBC seeking couples” which caught my eye right away since I was looking for a black guy. Mario was looking for a cuckold relationship as a dom. When I contacted him, he told me he had been in the lifestyle for some time and had been looking for a couple like us. He loves taking control and directing the action and he especially gets turned on doing it with the hubby present. After I had sent him a few pics of my wife I found out he had a foot fetish and my wife’s red toenails had really revved him up! We talked a bit about the cuckold fetish. He was very interested in what we thought about it and our fantasies about it.

I told him I was definitely a cuckold, but my wife wasn’t particularly aware of the fetish aspect of it or what it entailed. I mentioned we were not into humiliation or pain. We also hadn’t really met anyone that played into my cuckold fantasies. Mostly it was just about me watching other men fuck my wife and my wife loving it. That was about as far as it had gotten. I felt that to make the cuckold thing work, we had to be involved with a very dominant male that knew how to take control of both of us. I knew my wife would respond very sexually to an aggressive dominant male as she liked being a slut for the men she fucked. »Read More

I don’t think my wife conscientiously planned to be fucked by 3 men in one day it just worked out that way by happy accident. Let me tell you how it happened. My wife Irina’s long time lover got caught with my wife’s photos on his cell phone. Stupid, right? Nothing explicit, but pretty hard to explain away. It was kind of messy with a few phone calls from his pissed off wife to my wife. It wasn’t just my wife, it was every woman in his contacts. She called everyone, but never found out who he was fucking. Fortunately, things got settled down and quiet, but we thought it would be a few months before he figured out a way to get back between Irina’s legs. Meanwhile my wife is getting itchy for a new cock.

It used to be that I found the cocks that fucked her, but that changed as it is prone to do in a cuckold relationship. She took control to decide who she let’s fuck her. I am constantly surprised at the men she selects for meetings or auditions as I like to call them. She tends to favor tall older men, especially married ones. I tend to favor younger black bucks with huge cocks. Now she likes a big cock and if the man she lets fuck her the first time doesn’t have something substantial in his pants he is not invited back. But I’m getting off track here. »Read More

I see my wife’s  lover for the first time when he walks into the bedroom I had just left an hour ago. He immediately starts taking off his clothes revealing a large 8 inch erection. Now I know what my wife sees in him. I see her enter the room dressed in nothing but black nylons and high heels. She kisses him and climbs up on the bed where he joins her. They continue kissing as she dry humps his thigh. My hidden camera is pointing at the foot of the bed. I see between her legs her black pubic hair surrounding her dilated pussy. She is clearly ready for penetration. My wife is not one for a lot of foreplay, but today her lover turns her around and forces her mouth onto his cock while he begins to eat her pussy.

I didn’t realize my wife was such an enthusiastic cock sucker until I watched this video for the first time. I can see she loves his cock. Licking up and down the length and trying to deep throat as much of it as she can, she grinds her cunt into her lovers face. I watch her head as it moves down between his legs licking and sucking his balls. The lover lifts up his leg so my wife has access to his ass. It completely blows me away to watch my wife rimming this guys asshole. Suddenly she arches her back as she starts to cum on his tongue. Another first, I did not realize that my wife could cum from oral sex. She never liked it from me and I have never been able to make her orgasm with my mouth. This guy has a firm grip on her thighs as he drives his tongue deeply into her vagina. Cumming hard now, she plunges her head down onto his cock and sucks it violently and almost manages to take the entire length of it into her throat. I am about to cum in my pants watching this. »Read More