I convinced my wife to try the cuckold lifestyle. She only got interested once she decided that I was sincere about watching her get fucked and not fucking other women. Most women that get into the cuckold lifestyle don’t allow their men to fuck other women at all. In the beginning, I got her the men I liked, usually big cocked blacks, but as time went on, she started taking control and picking her own men. Unfortunately the latest man she fucks, the one I’m describing here, doesn’t know about me and I have to leave when he comes over to fuck my wife.

My wife has a desk and computer in the bedroom. The computer has Windows XP and a web cam. I can open Windows Movie Maker and use the web cam to record video and sound. Can’t do it in Vista or Windows 7 though. So everytime this guy comes over to fuck my wife, I set Movie Maker to record and it works great! This guy has fucked my wife enough that he is starting to treat her like his whore. A little rough and with a little pain. The surprise for me is that my wife is responding to the rough treatment. I’m going to describe the latest video I recorded last week for you. I start the video recording just as I leave the house. The stud has just called my wife to tell her he is 5 minutes away.

He’s in the apartment, I can hear him but cannot see him. My wife told me he dropped his clothes as soon as he walked in the front door and pulled her head onto his cock. After a few minutes, they both walked into the bedroom, the guy naked with a hard cock sticking straight out and my wife in sexy lingerie and fishnets.  They get right on the bed an I watch him give her a deep tongue kiss as he works his cock into her. She’s wet and ready, but he wants to eat her out. My wife doesn’t get off on oral sex at all, but makes all the right noises and makes the guy feel like a king. She can spread her legs wide and point those toes trying to get that tongue as deep inside as she can. After a minute he crawls up and sticks his cock into her without a condom and she lets him. He starts to fuck her slow and deep and after a few minutes she makes him put on the rubber. Once he’s rubbered up, she visibly relaxes and immediately starts toward her first orgasm. This guy is fucking her deep as hell and starts to kiss her which pushes her into her first and most intense orgasm of the day. Her knees are bent back behind her ears and her feet pointed with toes curled!

She cums and he turns her over onto her knees doggy style. Sliding his cock in, she asks if he feels it. What she is talking about is his cock hitting her cervix. For some women this is painful, but my wife loves it and if your cock isn’t long enough to punish it, you aren’t invited back. It doesn’t take long before she is climbing towards her second orgasm.  This guy is an enthusiasitic fucker pounding her deep and starting to spank her butt. He reaches up and grabs the back of her head by the hair and pulls. This is the kind of treatment I didn’t know got my wife off. The guy is not gentle, I can see he’s pulling her head back hard and driving his cock in deep from behind. What I do see is this rough treatment is triggering a huge orgasm for her. She cums and collapses face down on the bed, the guy doesn’t miss a stroke as he lays full length on her slowly fucking into her from behind.

What I like about this guy and I’m sure my wife does too, is he is like the Energizer Bunny, he just keeps on going! After slow humping her for awhile, he picks her up and spins her around so she’s standing on the floor and he’s fucking her from behind standing up. I can’t hear everything they are talking about, but apparently he wants fuck her in the ass. I watch him fuck her from behind for a few minutes and I didn’t see this at first, but after a few strokes, he pulls out and strips off the condom and goes back in bareback. The view I have is from behind them so I can see his balls swinging on the in stroke. Fucking her raw and holding on to her buttocks with both hands, she is face down on the bed with her feet on the floor. I see him move his left hand up to his mouth and back down. Later my wife tells me this is when he stuck his thumb deep into her ass. She loves double penetration! I’ve fucked her plenty after working a good sized dildo up her ass while fucking her pussy. Now my wife is getting hotter an hotter telling him to do it now. What she was saying is fuck my ass now! Finally she says “Do it now or I am going to cum!”, the guy tells her to go ahead and cum and she has a very intense orgasm with his thumb in her ass and his long cock in her cunt.

The guy doesn’t have much experience butt fucking. After her orgasm starts to subside, she tells him to do it now and he moves his cock up to her ass and trys to push it in. Of course, this is too much and she screams in pain, immediately turns around, saying it hurts to much and he’s too big, drops to her knees and starts sucking his cock. He lets her suck for a few minutes before pulling her up on the bed telling her he’s going to fuck her and cum in her mouth. With her knees behind her ears, this guy grabs her hair and pulls her head up so she can see his cock sawing in and out of her swollen pussy. After a few minutes, he literally pulls her towards him by the hair until she is on her knees in front of him with his cock jammed down her  throat. He grabs her by both ears and bangs his cock into her mouth until he starts to flood her mouth with his cum. Watching my wife treated this way and seeing how much she got off, really turned me on in a big way. The angle of the camera was such that I got the perfect shot of my wife drinking the cum of her lover’s  ejaculation. She swallowed every drop and cleaned his cock and balls.

Somehow watching my wife deepkissing her stud and then watching her suck a huge load out of his cock, just completely gets me off so much I cannot define it. I simply cannot describe how erotic and sexual the whole scene is. I can’t wait for this guy to take her ass. I’ve been working with and teaching my wife how to take this guy’s cock in her ass. He doesn’t know how but she will teach him because she wants him to fuck her and cum in her ass.

My pleasure comes from watching the video of their tryst. My wife doesn’t know I can hear nearly everything said. She never watches the videos, she has no idea what I see when she is fucked. She downplays every fuck session to try and spare my feelings. She doesn’t want me to know how much she enjoys this guy. But I can see and there will be more guys like him. She looks at men a lot closer than before. She looks at men to see if she wants to fuck them. Because she knows now, that they want to fuck her. And that is hard to let go.

She’s already told her boy-toy that the computer’s broken so he pays no attention to it anymore. I turn on Windows Movie Maker and set up the webcam to record. I will start it when I get ready to leave the house. My wife is just out of the shower, putting on her makeup and sexy lingerie. I have a massive hard-on and am turned on to no end knowing she is going to get fucked in just a few minutes.

My wife is very happy now that she’s anticipating her fuck. She’s not one that treats me badly or puts me down for being a cuckold. She loves the attention she gets from other men and loves the fact that I like to share her. But she is ready for me to leave, she does not want to take the chance of me running into the lover. He doesn’t know that I know and he doesn’t know that I record their sex every time they get together. I start the video recording and leave. As I am driving out, I pass the guy. He isn’t looking at me, not that he would know me anyway. He is an ex-military guy in great shape, tall and muscular with a hefty 7.5 inch cock. I know that as soon as he gets inside my apartment he will be out of his clothes and have his cock in one of my wife’s holes straight away. That’s what she likes, a man with a single purpose. He’s going to be there for a little over an hour and he will be fucking her the entire time. By the time I’ve picked up a spot of breakfast at McDonalds, I know he is pounding the hell out of her.

My wife likes men with large cocks. She is one of the few women that I have known that have intense vaginal orgasms. Her men love to eat her out, but she actually does not get off on oral sex. She likes to feel the head of a large penis punching into her cervix. If she beds a man with an average cock, she doesn’t invite him back simple as that. My cock is average but exceptionally thick and, lucky for me, she does like the stretched feeling.

I’m in my fifties and my wife is in her mid-thirties. She is Asian and very exotic looking with a great ass and legs. Nice small titties and full lips. She’s a woman that men want to fuck. You know what I mean. There are certain women that have a nice ass or sexy legs, some kind of attitude, whatever that attracts your attention for no discernable reason except that something about them makes you want to just fuck them. I’ve tried to make my wife understand this, but she doesn’t quite get it. Although all the different men that she has been with continue to want to fuck her whenever they get the chance. She loves the attention. Like a lot of women, my wife does not see herself as that beautiful or that men would be so attracted to her. That’s why she enjoys the college kid so much. This guy is enthusiastic and has tremendous staying power. She knows when he comes over she will be exhausted when he leaves.

I’m busying driving around getting my errands finished, slowly working my way back towards home. I want to be as close as possible when my wife calls to let me know he’s gone. She’s been having sex with this guy for 5 or 6 months now. He’s very comfortable with her and is starting to treat her like the slut she is. I’m not talking in a bad or disrespectful way, I talking about his dominance. The last few sessions they’ve had together he has started getting more aggressive with her and she likes it. For instance, when he is fucking her doggy style, he grabs her by the hair and pulls her head back. He’ll start slapping her ass as she is about to cum and she loves getting spanked. The guy pulls her around the bed, turns her over or around whichever way he wants so he can fuck her however he likes. He fucks her half the time without a condom now. The last video I made of them, he was standing beside the bed fucking her between her legs, her toes were curled tightly, he stopped long enough to rip the condom off and buried that big cock back to the hilt without missing a beat. He reached up and grabbed her hair and pulled her head up so she could see his cock going in and out (she likes to watch it). As he started to cum, he pulled her down to the floor and, still holding her head with a handful of hair, forced his cock into her throat. Grabbing her head with both hands now he squirted his load (this guy cums a lot!) straight down her throat. The first time I ever saw her swallow a man’s sperm.

I could see that she got off on being man-handled. He literally fucked her face and she let him. Thinking about that was making me dribble in my pants. Suddenly the phone rang, it was my wife and lover boy has left the building. This is the best part for me. The anticipation of getting to fuck my wife after another man has stretched her hole. I asked her how many times she had cum. Three times she said. I asked her if she sucked his cock. A little, she said. Jeez, if I didn’t get between her legs as fast as I can, I’m going to cum in my pants! She’s waiting for me on the bed with a pillow under her ass and legs spread wide. There is something different this time though, it looks like I have my first cream pie. She laughed and told me she let him cum in her. I stripped off my clothes and stood between her legs while she milked my cock hard again. Sometimes she excites me so much I can’t keep an erection.

She’s ready for me to fuck her now. The idea of another cock in her cunt is almost too much for her. Eyes closed, I can see her pussy dilating as it anticipates my cock. I’m stiff now and as I enter her, it slides in to warmth, smoothness and her lovers ejaculate. I begin to pump her hard because I know I am not going to last long. Her legs come way back and spread wide with her feet pointed and toes curled. I watch a white milky glaze work its way around the base of my cock as her juicy pussy discharges the contents of her womb. She is as open as she can possibly be to get as much of my cock into her as she can when I bust my nut. I’m so excited it squirts out of me like I’m pissing. When you are as old as I am, you always wonder if you are going to blow a valve when you cum like this. I guess it is one of the best ways to go!

She has her 4th orgasm with me. After I pull out, the juices run freely. I love looking at her cunt after it has been fucked and abused. The lips swollen and hair matted, her hole opened slightly with white cum running down to her asshole. What a treat, I can’t believe how much all of this turns me on. I realize that the web cam is still recording so I shut it off while my wife showers. My fun is not over. I still get to check the video they made. I will edit it into a movie and masturbate to it at least 2 more times today. I never know what I’m going to see after he fucks my wife. When she says something like “I sucked his cock just a little”, it usually means she got after it like a bitch in heat! When she had sex with her first black guy she kept telling me that he couldn’t keep it hard for her. I felt bad until I saw the video, the guy had a rock hard boner the entire time! I guess she didn’t want to hurt my feelings about the great sex she was getting from these guys.

So this was my day. My next post will be about the video we recorded. Stay tuned!

The upside was women spread their legs way easier than they did just a few years earlier. But I’m getting off on tangents. My story begins at a kegger we had one weekend (we pretty much had a kegger party every weekend!). Our frat house was a 3 story old boarding house for iron ore miners before we bought it an turned it into our headquarters. It used to have 8 apartments in it, but we converted it and you could go anywhere in the house, but it was like a maze, easy to get lost. I was wandering around with a beer checking things out when one of my buddies quietly took hold of me and led me to a back bedroom away from most of the party. He told me a few of the guys were getting ready to fuck this chick in a gang bang and he thought I might like to join them. Shit, yeah!

There were 4 or 5 naked guys milling around the door to the bedroom with varying stages of erections as I slipped up to take a peek. The girl was on her back with a bunch of ropes tied around her tits and legs, not too tightly, but enough for a bondage thing. I recognized her right away and my cock got hard as a chunk of granite. Her name was Laura and she was a year ahead of me and most of the others. One of my frat brothers had his cock in her mouth and I could see another ones ass pumping up and down between her legs. Laura had some nice large tits that had rope tied around them. The ropes made them stand straight up and her nipples were like giant pencil erasers. The only thing she was wearing was a pair of fishnet thigh-highs and she had managed to keep her high heels on. In fact, whenever one of them fell off while she was getting fucked someone would put them back on. The guy that was fucking her busted his nut and rolled off of her and I could see her pussy was shaved completely bare. You have to remember that back then girls didn’t shave their pussies so the effect was stunning, especially with cum running out and her pussy lips swollen and red. Christ, I get a chubby just thinking about it now.

Looking at her beautiful pussy and big titties, I saw her look directly at me. I thought to myself that she was quite possibly the most striking woman I had ever seen. It was then that I noticed she was laying on top of someone and he had his cock straight up her ass! With this cock thrusting in and out her pussy dilated and her hole was opened and inviting! I was only 19 and had no idea you could fuck a woman that way. She was taking cocks in all three holes. God, I like to creamed in my jeans right then! I was shouldered aside by the next guy in line. I couldn’t see much and back then there were no digital cameras or even video cameras so there was no way to record the scene except by memory.

As she took this new guys cock in her cunt, another guy positioned himself up by her head and fed his cock down her throat. I could see that see that she was enthusiatically enjoying getting fucked by 3 men. We were all pretty young and it didn’t take long to squirt a load of hot cum in her and since we were so young it didn’t take long to get another hardon either. One thing about gangbangs, they keep everyone excited. It was my turn now, I wanted her pussy, not her mouth. Another guy got under her and slide his cock into her. I remember he had a really long thin penis. I happened to have a pretty sturdy thick 8 inch cock. I didn’t have much experience with it, but I was proud of it. I started to ease it into her right about the time the guy in her mouth started cumming. I watched Laura take every drop and swallow it down and she looked right into my eyes while she was doing it. Of course I got off about 3 strokes into her slippery pussy before I flooded her with my fresh wad. Feeling the cock in her ass drove me nuts! My cock did not even get soft I was so hot, but it was someone elses turn now and I had to go to the back of the line.

Back then being young and having a huge cock was not what I thought of as an advantage. Of course when I got older, I realized what an asset it was for both men and women. I didn’t have much trouble getting laid, but most young inexperienced girls were simply not into a large cock. When they saw mine, the first things they would say would be, you’ll tear me up with that, I’m not letting you fuck me with that monster, don’t put it all the way in and so on. That was a drag and in the gym the guys would make fun of my “donkey” dick. I never got a decent blowjob. How I wished then that I had a cock that a girl could deepthroat. The famous ‘Deepthroat’ wouldn’t be out for a couple of years but when I finally got a chance to see it, I must have watched it fifty times!

My turn came again pretty quickly and as I eased my cock into her opened pussy, she grabbed it and pulled it into her. She pulled me down so she could whisper to me that she wanted to cum. Slowly I started to saw in and out of her slippery hole. I could really feel the cock she had in her ass and that made me hard as stone. I could tell when she was getting ready to explode, she couldn’t concentrate on the cock in her mouth and spit it out. I immediately kissed her and shoved my tongue into her mouth. I was pushing my cock right into her cervix when she started grunting. Her eyes rolled back in her head and she stiffened up as we got her off.  After her orgasm she just went limp, the guy in her butt got harder as he started to cum and that made me cum, but she was completely out of it and didn’t even respond to us cumming in her holes simultaneously. It never turned into a big gangbang even though there were plenty of men around. She only took 6 of us as many times as we could get it up. It was planned head of time to keep it low key so it wouldn’t get out of hand. I was just glad I was able to participate. Little did I know that this was my future wife. I would never thought in a million years I would have a girl like her, but she said she fell in love with my big cock that night.

He was a well-spoken man with an easy going sense of humour and quickly won over my wife who promptly invited him into the bedroom. My head was absolutely buzzing and I was so excited I couldn’t even get a hard on! They half undressed each other and laid down on the bed and started kissing and rubbing each other. My wife really gets off on dry humping. She loves to feel a hard cock between her legs rubbing up and down on her pussy. I had already set up the video camera and quickly got my Nikon and started snapping pics. All clothes were off except my wife’s panties. I could see Michael rubbing his cock against her Mons, she was getting short of breath and I thought she would cum then and there. She whispered to him to get a condom on. It was then that I saw his full erection and he was hard as steel. He pulled out a Magnum condom and rolled it on. (I kept the package it was it for a souvenir!) Suzanne got on all fours to take him doggy style. I grabbed the video cam and watched in awe as he slowly pushed his nearly 9 inch penis slowly into her. Suzanne grunted and moaned and finally yelped when he pushed it in as far as he could. I thought I was going to pass out!

Michael started sawing that big cock in and out of my young Asian wife as I watched it glisten with her juices. Eyes closed Suzanne moaned and squealed whenever he buried it deep. Finally she couldn’t take any more and turned around so he could fuck her missionary style. It was then that I heard Michael asked her if she liked big cocks (she did). I watched as he lay full length on her and start to drive that massive cock as deeply into her as he could. Suzanne started grunting like I have never heard. He was literally fucking the shit out of her. Her legs came up in a wide vee and her toes started to point as he pounded into her cervix. I could see and hear her beginning to orgasm in a way she never had before. I had the distinct feeling Michael was showing me that I was never going to be able to fuck my wife the way he was fucking her. He was right, she started cumming and there was no question she was into a massive orgasm. After she peaked and things slowed down a little, Michael got up off of her without taking his cock out and put a pillow under her butt. Now I could see her creamy juices matted in his pubic hair. She was taking every inch of him with every thrust. Her eyes were half open with that glazed look, I knew she wasn’t seeing anything! Michael slowly pumped her and started her going into another orgasm as he increased his thrusts. I was recording everything I could!

Suzanne started begging Michael to cum and finally I saw him stiffen up and at the same time, Suzanne felt his cock getting harder as it began to squirt. She started to cum as he did. 3 orgasms for her in her first black cock session. Michael lay on her for a little while before he pulled out his still hard cock. There had to be at least 2 tablespoons of cum in the tip of the rubber as it plopped out of her swollen red pussy. Her pubic hair matted and spread out with her lubrication, her hole still dilated and open. Suzanne just laid there fully sated by the fucking of her life. She later told me it was the best most intense sex she had ever had and did not know it was possible to even have sex like that. That was the day she became a black cock whore.

To be continued.

We went to his bedroom where he started showing me videos of himself fucking some woman. I showed him pics of my wife and told him we were interested in exploring a threesome. He asked me if I liked sex with men and I said yes.  At that, he undressed and exposed a long hard 8 inch cock. I admired the fact that he was able to display such a magnificent penis at his age and I proceeded to suck it. It was the first cock I ever sucked as an adult. Slender and hard with a large helmet, I tried to take it all the way down my throat.

The Greek wasn’t interested in my blowjob, he wanted my ass. Popping his member out of my mouth, he lay down behind me and slowly worked his rod up my butt. I’ve had my share of dildos so after a little discomfort he was buried to the hilt. He worked his cock in and out until he was pounding me like his little bitch and I was loving it. Soon and it was too soon, he busted a nut and the ride was over.

It turns out that I’m not all that interested in having sex with men. I can’t decide what defines my desires though. I really am not interested in butt fucking a guy or even letting a male suck my cock. However, I do love sucking a big cock till it cums in my mouth and I especially like getting fucked in my ass! Unfortunately male to male sex does absolutely nothing for my wife and she prefers to leave the room rather than participate. But I’m getting off topic.

Convincing my wife to fuck another man was no easy task. Although, I must say, she wasn’t completely against the idea. In the beginning, she got off more on the fantasy of it, but I was consumed with the idea. I’ve had this fantasy for nearly my whole life with every woman I’ve been involved with, but never have I been able to pull it off until now.

I thought my wife would be turned off by the Greek’s age. He had to be in his early seventies, but when he showed up at our place, she was very receptive to him. Since we all knew what we were there for, I led both of them back to our bedroom where my wife undressed and assumed the doggy position on the bed. There was no foreplay, my wife prefers to get fucked immediately. I was beside myself with anticipation, I thought I might have a heart attack! I was so excited I could not get a hard-on. The Greek tells me to put on his condom while my wife watched. Her eyes were wide open at size and hardness of his cock. He had to lube the head so it would slide into her tight pussy. She had never had a cock that bottomed out in her before.

Busy videotaping the action, I watched as she closed her eyes, her arms outstretched holding the bed covers while he began building up the deep pounding action.  She started grunting like I had never heard before. The base of the Greeks cock was building up a white creamy residue from her rapidly lubricating cunt. My wife is very easy to bring to a vaginal orgasm. I could tell she was starting to get to the point of climax. I came in my shorts. I was so surprised I nearly dropped the camera. Then the Greek came. That was it. The fucking stopped and my wife was left hanging.

The Greek apologized and quickly left. Naturally my wife wanted me to finish her off, but I had just popped myself and was basically useless. Since she is one of the only women I have ever known that does not care for oral sex, she got the short end of the stick that day. I didn’t care, I had a video, my wife finally fucked another man, and I couldn’t wait to do it again.

We had the Greek over one more time and the results were pretty much the same. He couldn’t give her the sustained fucking she needed to cum. 10 minutes in her tight pussy and he was a gone dead train. The wife was no longer interested in him. I had to find another man.

Our second man was a 50 year old Latin guy with a normal 7″ cock. Nice guy, but 10 minutes of fucking and he was finished. These guys were too old and were not giving my wife what she needed to want to continue. We had talked about younger men, my wife is 34, but she did not want to mess with them thinking they might have more risk involved with their lifestyle. This was when I first brought up sex with a black guy. She said no, she did not want to have sex with a black man. She didn’t find them attractive and so on. She went on and on about it until I realized that she was hot as a firecracker about the idea.

She gave me the green light and I went in search of a big cocked black.

There are a number of reasons for this. First; this type of Black male is seen as physically superior and thus far more able and capable in terms of sexual activity than the Cuckhold considers himself to be. The logic behind this choice of sex partners is that if the other male is bigger, stronger, far more athletic, and possibly younger, the wife will receive the maximum in terms of sexual stimulation, long-lasting intercourse, and the experience of many exotic positions during intercourse due to the greater strength and endowment of the chosen Black male. Second; In the mind of the Cuckhold husband, a Black male represents more of an exciting “taboo” union for a married White woman than would another White man. Tied into this is the contrast of skin color and the erotic visual it provides when the wife and sex partner are having sex. Third; the White Cuckhold male wants a number of things to result from the sexual union between his wife and the chosen sex partner. These are:

1. He wants his wife “tamed” or overwhelmed sexually – he wants her “taken and made to like it” so to speak, or “put in her place” sexually.

2. He wants his wife to experience sexual stimulation, excitement, and intercourse which is far greater in intensity and which lasts far longer than the Cuckhold himself can provide the wife with.

3. He wants his wife to openly acknowledge that the sex partner is far superior to him ( the husband ) both physically and sexually, and when she does this, he is provided with a genuine feeling of being “put in his place” and may often exhibit submissive behavior toward his wife and her sex partner. In other words, the Cuckhold desires to be dominated in this way as much as he desires his wife to be dominated and overwhelmed by the sex partner.

4. He wants his wife to feel sexually uninhibited and unrestrained and feels that such intense sex experiences will take her to this condition.

5. He wants to feel inferior and submissive and will be exceptionally enthusiastic about his wife and her sex partner playing in the couple’s home rather than in some other location. When the wife and sex partner do this, the husband will watch and experience intense sexual arrousal at seeing his wife being “serviced” by the partner who the husband considers as being physically far superior  to himself.

THE WIFE who finds herself married to a Cuckhold husband will go through a number of emotional experiences and behavioral stanges before she actually achieves the status of “Hot Wife” – a wife who is openly sexually active with other males. According to reseach done by several psychologists, women tend to initially respond to their husband’s suggestions and requests and coaxings for sex with another male with shock, dismay, and revulsion. These emotions are followed closely by genuine worry over whether the husband has lost interest in her sexually, and/or whether the husband is angry at her and seeking to degrade her, and/or whether the husband no longer loves her and their marriage is in danger. In almost all cases studied by psychologists, Cuckhold males manage to get around this initial blockade of negative emotions and worry by constantly reassuring the wife about existing love and how having sex with another male is really “okay”. The Cuckhold husband will make every effort to calm his wife’s fears and worries and get rid of her anger and revulsion by bringing up the subject and doing everything possible to convice her that he not only wants her to take a sex partner, but that he wants her to “expand her sexual horizons”, “experience greater sexual pleasure and stimulation and excitement” etc. It is at this stage where the wife will either reject the husband’s suggestions completely and absolutely refuse to consider it further ( in which case the husband must either give up and hold onto the idea as mere fantasy, or allow the wife to totally relax and calm down and then try to convice her again at a much later date ). Or, the wife may grudgingly agree or at least show mild interest in the idea of participating in a sexual fling with a strange male of another race. If she shows interest, it is never intense interest. Women confronted with these suggestions and desires on the part of their husbands almost always try to hide any genuine excitement they may be feeling – usually because they don’t want to admit to their husbands that they find the idea really captivating and thus they avoid having to admit that the husband have had a good idea. Also, most women take a long time to get over feelings that their husbands want to “Farm them out” or “Lend” them to another male. These feelings are not at all accurate according to the research into what motivates the Cuckhold husband, but nevertheless  the wives of these men still tend to think and feel along very negative lines holding that they are somehow being abused by their spouse through such an arrangement. However, if the wife moves from stubborn refusal to grudingly willing, she usually proceeds in the following ways:

1. She will routinely seek verification from her husband that it is REALLY “okay” with him if she has a sexual fling.

2. She will experience very nervous states over meeting the sex partner her husband choses for her.

3. She will have second thoughts and “almost” pull out of the arrangement several times after meeting the sex partner, but before actually having sex with him.

4. She will eventually have sex with the partner, and after doing so, she will again seek confirmation from her husband that he is still “okay” with what has taken place.

5. She will tend to wait for her husband to suggest that she meet with the sex partner for a second time before having sex once again. She might state that the partner wants to “see her again”, but this is to get the husband to state that he agrees with her continuing with her association with the partner.

6. She will ( sooner or later after the second meeting ) begin having regular sex with the sex partner, and will gradually but steadily become more brazen about flaunting her relationship with the partner in public, as well as by bringing the partner to the home for sex.

7. She will cease asking her husband for permission to meet the partner and will take control of the situation and orchestrate the meetings according to her own desires and time table.

Once a sexual fling begins between these wives and their sex partners, it can continue for months or even years on a steady basis and will usually become a fixture within the marriage dynamic.

THE SEX PARTNER will usually be found by the Cuckhold husband by him approaching Black friends, acquaintances, or co-workers at his place of employement. If this is not the case, the husband will actively network with people he knows in order to locate a potential sex partner for his wife. The sex partner usually expresses disbelief and amazement when approached by the husband and hearing the offer of sex with the husband’s wife. The sex partner can ( and usually does ) take the offer as a joke, and must be reassured over time by the husband before realizing that the offer is genuine. Once this happens, research shows that most men who become the sex partner go through a period of nervousness and worry – to the point where they seek the advice of the husband about how to talk to the wife, what her interests are, and what she may enjoy in bed, etc. Once the husband manages to calm the potential sex partner down and get him on track toward a meeting with the wife, the potential partner will usually become enthusiastic and very willing. The first meeting with the wife tends to be awkward, especially if the wife does not openly express interest in the partner. However, once the “ice is broken”, the sexual fling proceeds very quickly and the wife and partner are soon having sex – first at a location other than the couple’s home and then in the couple’s home.

THE MARRIAGE of the couple undergoes an evolution during and after the fling. Rarely do these marriages end. Usually both spouses become more comfortable with one another and also more open. There tends to be a contentment which settles in, and also both spouses experience more satisfaction when having sex together. The husband finds his wife “HOT” and very erotic and exciting, and the wife enjoys the husband’s new and far more intense attention level. If the wife happens to become pregnant during her fling, the couple usually has the child and adopts it as their own. But in most instances, protection is used ( and the sex partner undergoes a medical to eliminate the possibility of STD’s before any sex takes place with the wife ).

Once the couple goes through one sexual fling on the wife’s part, they tend to keep this activitiy going. If the original sex partner becomes unavailable for whatever reason, the husband will begin the process of seeking out a new partner for the wife, and in such cases the wife will be openly willing and excited about it. She may even help him in his search and offer input about the type, age, size, etc. of sex partner she desires to have.

He whispered that the way I responded to his lovemaking this morning really turned him on! He asked if it was because of Jim’s visit. I asked what he meant by that. He said he thought it might have turned me on a little because of all the flirting last night. I said it might have, but it also could have been his talented tongue and rigid penis. I think he accepted that. But I also think he was thinking of his favorite fantasy of having me in bed with him and another man. He brings it up often in the heat of our lovemaking and we use it together as a way to heighten our pleasure. But I’ve told him so many times that I would never do it in real life.

And in truth, until this morning, I never considered it could be a reality. What happened this morning told me I have some slut in me and I thought I might like to see where that goes. Standing next to me in the kitchen with me rubbing his hard cock through his shorts, he kissed me and went to prepare our boat. I started getting picnic supplies together. Jim was in the shower and our other friends were on their way over. I was wet again. I thought I’m just going to drip all day. It was a delicious feeling even though I was thoroughly satiated sexually.

Thoughts of two men taking me, using me, and cumming in me ran through my mind constantly as I prepared our food. Leaning over the sink I feel Jim come up behind me and press his very large erection against my behind. He starts to lift my bathrobe and as much as I want to let him, I stop him. I tell him to behave himself and have some coffee. I want to keep some distance between us. I’m thinking of how I can control the situation. My pussy just isn’t here for his convenience, but I want his cock at my beck and call. I think it would be fun to try to keep them both erect as much as I can this afternoon.

I send him outside to help my husband. As much as I think my husband would be amenable to inviting Jim into our bed, I want to explore some things without him knowing. I know my husband, he likes to fuck me on the boat and he’s probably thinking of a way to do it even knowing we’ll have guests aboard. Not that that has ever stopped us before. But I’m also sure Jim is thinking the same thing. It’s such a wonderful feeling to know that two men are so hot for me.

I wish I could have them both at the same time without any fear of an emotional catastrophe. Maybe not this weekend, but someday. I need to explore some of my sexual desires first. It was just too exciting having Jim without my husband knowing. The thought of my husband sucking and licking Jims cum out of me this morning causes me to want to rub my swollen sore clit.

SAILING IN THE AFTERNOON

Even with 5 of us on the boat there’s plenty of room. Laura and her husband, Gary, have joined us. Both having met Jim before, were comfortable and enjoying his company. We had sailed a few miles into the bay and thrown the anchor to have lunch and swim a while. Gary and Jim decided to scuba dive. My husband stayed on board. I knew what he had in mind for me.

Laura was forward on the bow sun tanning. She has a luscious body that I would like to have some fun with someday. My new sexuality was blooming. I let my bi-curious feelings wash over me as I looked at her taut lean body. I wondered what that would be like. My husband took my hand and led me down into the galley. He was going to give me one of his fast hard fucks from behind. The kind I love the most.

Without ceremony, he bends me over the table and pulls my bikini bottoms aside and plunges his hard cock straight into my open wet hole. Holding my hips he fucks up into me as hard as he can, cumming almost immediately. He’s using my pussy to masturbate his cock with no thought for my pleasure. I liked to be taken like this it’s so primitive. I rarely cum when we fuck like this, but today as I felt his juices lubricate my pussy with warmth and slipperiness, I shudder with a powerful orgasm.

Very quickly, he pulls out and I feel his mouth enclose my vaginal lips. Sucking and scooping our juices out brings me to more orgasms. I’ve never had a lover that liked to do that to me after sex and I love it. Before my husband a man wouldn’t even kiss me after I sucked him off. That used to really piss me off. He won’t stop till he gets all the juice out of me he can. As he gets busy, a thought comes into my head. Why does my husband not want another woman in our bed? I thought that was every man’s fantasy. A thrilling image of my husband with Jim’s cock in his mouth sweeps through my mind. Where did that come from? That’s not a fantasy I want to explore.

When he’s finished with me, he grabs my hair and forces my head between his legs to clean him. I like it when he’s a little rough with me. I like a man who knows when to treat you like a slut. His semi-erect cock is slimy with white cum as I take him in my mouth.

We’ve just settled down on the foredeck with Laura when the guys come back aboard from their dive. Putting their gear away they join us. I go to the galley to get some snacks and drinks and Jim says he’ll help. Well, the first thing he does is stick his hands into my bikini and cup my moist pussy burying his finger up into me. I jerk away from him and tell him to behave. Then I slide my hand inside his trunks and grab his cock. It’s already half hard.

I think it will be fun watching him try to hide a stiff one in front of everyone. And it is an impressive erection. I find it hard to believe that I was able to accommodate a penis that big this morning. I feel myself blushing. Oh how I would like to be taken by him and fucked like a whore right now.

I reluctantly let go of him and hand him stuff to take forward to the others. He complains that he can’t go up there with his cock like this. I tell him to go to the forward cabin instead and hand everything out of the hatch. He can stay there and talk to everyone without them seeing his bulging swim trunks. As I carry the remaining items to him to hand up to everyone, it occurs to me that I might have Jim right where I want him. Standing on the bunks with the upper half of his body showing no one could see what was happening below.

Listening to everyone talk, I know there is no chance I can be caught as I pull Jims trunks down enough to expose his stiff shaft. I start to lick and suck the huge mushroom shaped head. I wish I could see his face while he tries to make conversation with my husband. Knowing his best friends wife is doing her best to stuff his cock down her throat. It doesn’t take long for him to cum. As I feel him start, I slip my finger deep into his anus. He squirts quite a bit for me to swallow, but I swallow every drop. Leaving him there with his deflating cock hanging out, I grab a coke to hide the taste of his cum and go back topside to sit with my husband.

Nobody has noticed a thing out of the ordinary except me. I am tingling with the excitement of two men ejaculating into me this afternoon. I’ve never been fucked so much in one day! I have to have Jim’s cock in me somehow. But there aren’t any other opportunities on the boat this afternoon. I really have to be careful around my husband now. Men sense things when another horny male is around their wives.

I know I must be giving pheromones advertising the availability of my hungry pussy. Jim’s lightened up on the flirting and I’m sure that could give my husband suspicious thoughts. Back at the house, everyone’s tired and sun burnt. As Jim and my husband put the boat away, I put everything else away and go take a shower.

By bedtime I was soaking wet. Since we’d been drinking all evening, my husband fell right asleep. I drifted off wondering what it would be like to do his friend. I woke up to find my hubby’s head between my legs slurping and sucking my pussy. He was under the covers just getting started. My hubby loves to eat me and spends a lot of time bringing me just to the edge before easing off and starting again. I settled in for a serious suck session anticipating several orgasms.

Suddenly, I noticed our bedroom door slowly open and there was Jim peeking at us. I was startled but didn’t alert my hubby. Jim could tell what was happening and let the door open all the way. He was stark naked with this huge cock pointing straight at me. I gave him a dirty look and motioned for him to leave. He just started slowly stroking that long penis. I couldn’t stop staring at it. I had never seen one so thick and shiny. He was looking right in my eyes just as I started to cum.

I grabbed my husband’s head and held it in case he decided to come up for air. It was such a turn on to watch him jacking off while my husband was eating me. I was mesmerized watching him. It was so exciting and dangerous for him to be in the room. I knew my husband had no idea he was here because his head was under the covers. He slowly crossed the room till he was right in front of me. His penis was bright red and super hard! I think he was really sexed up. I was so turned on by his nerve. I could see a drop of liquid right at the tip. He took his finger and smeared it all around the tip. I thought he was going to shoot right in front of me and I knew it would make me cum so hard when he did. But he kept edging closer and closer to the head of the bed.

My hubby, sucking furiously, was completely oblivious to all of this. Slowly he leans over toward me and I realize he’s wants to stick his cock in my mouth. I can’t believe this is happening. This is so nasty and naughty that I just open my mouth and let him feed it in. I can’t believe I’m sucking him. He slowly moves in and out of my mouth. I can’t do much with out alerting my husband. I’m so incredibly turned on. Sucking a man while another eats me, God, what a crazy sexy situation.

Suddenly, I sense that he’s going to cum. I fight furiously to take him deeper and as he starts to shoot I’m trying to swallow without making any noise. The act of him ejaculating into my throat sends me into the most intense orgasm of my life. As my husband realizes I’m cumming he re-doubles his efforts and I nearly pass out. Jim smiles at me and leaves the room just before my husband crawls up on me and crams his considerable cock straight into me triggering another crushing orgasm.

As he kisses me I wonder if he can taste Jims cum in my mouth. I know he knows what cum tastes like because he likes to suck his own out of me after he fucks me. I see Jim peeking in the doorway watching my husband hump me. I hold my hubby’s head down as he drives into me. Jim’s gotten hard again as he watches us. I start cumming again as I think of him looking at me getting fucked hard. I’ve never been fucked in front of anyone before and it excites me to no end. My husband murmurs that he’s cumming in me. I look straight into Jim’s eyes as I feel the jets of warm juice squirt into me. I am devastated from the thought of having two cocks in me. My husband really got turned on by my reactions to his lovemaking thinking it was just him.

After he came, I quickly scooped some of his cum out of my hole and, with him watching, licked it off my fingers. God, the thought of the seed of two different men in my mouth triggered more tiny orgasms. Of course, kissing my hubby with his and Jim’s sperm in my mouth just made it sweeter.

There was a huge wet spot on the bed as my husband rolled off of me to go shower. I was still so turned on from the sensational morning fuck that I wanted more. I quickly jumped and grabbed my robe and went across the hall to Jim’s room. The door was cracked open and he was lying on the bed with that massive hard on. I dropped my robe and climbed on the bed and straddled him, telling him we have to be quick because when the shower stops I have to leave.

I grabbed his cock and positioned it at the entrance to my open dripping pussy and just sank down on him. He filled me like no man I have ever had before. He started thrusting as I lay on him driving my tongue down his throat. I could not believe I was taking my second cock that morning. I had never done anything like this before. I was so open and wet I came almost immediately and kept cumming.

The danger of being caught and the act of fucking another man right after my husband had me constantly cumming. It was only a matter of minutes before Jim whispered he was cumming. I told him to fuck me deep and fill me. And he did. The warmth of his sperm triggered a huge orgasm and I’m sure I moaned pretty loud because his hand clamped down on my mouth. I could still hear the shower as I pulled off his cock.

I quickly leaned down and cleaned it with my tongue. It was a mess with mine, his and my husband’s juices all over his shaft and belly. I gave him a quick kiss and ran back to my bed. After a few more minutes, my husband came out of the shower. I was under the covers all curled up as he asked me if I wanted to shower. I slowly pulled the covers back and asked him to suck me again. I told him I wanted him to suck his cum out of me and clean my pussy with his tongue.

He didn’t need a second invitation as he rolled me over on my belly. He went straight for my asshole and sucked and tongued my anus for a while before turning me back over and sucking the juices from me. Knowing he was eating the cum of two men from me just racked me. He was very thorough and when he was done there wasn’t a drop left in me.

I just lay there totally satisfied. I had had so many orgasms that morning. I sucked and fucked a man I hardly knew. I fucked another that I know so well. I liked fucking two men. I liked the excitement of my husband not knowing. Well, there is some more to the weekend. Jim managed to fuck me twice more without my husband knowing. He’s got such a nice thick and long penis. I think I like being a slut.

My ex-husbands was 7″ long and fairly thick, plus he had a large ring pierced through the head. It’s called a Prince Albert piercing. More about that later. With the exception of my ex, most of my sexual experiences have been with average sized cocks. This brings me to my current boyfriend, Tommy. He is as well endowed as my ex. In fact, I would say their cocks are just about the same, except Tommy’s has a pronounced and delicious curve to it that hits a special spot deep inside me. I understand that I have sexual feeling towards other women, but I have never acted on them. My ex-husband would encourage me to try it. He wasn’t threatened by girl-girl sex. At first, I thought, he’s trying to do this for his own fantasy. I later found that he wanted a threesome all right, but with another guy. I wondered if he was gay, but I should have known better. He is the most liberated man I have ever known.

I like to watch lesbian porno movies. I get hot when my ex talks about women on women. I get wet when I’m with certain of my girlfriends. I fantasize about licking and tasting another woman, suckling on her tits while she’s lactating, rubbing our pussies together and so on. I never explored my own sexual fantasies too deeply until recently. I never imagined the thrill of two men in my bed. How much I liked being photographed in lewd and pornographic poses. My black man fantasies. Gang bangs and large cocks occupy my thoughts quite a bit. For years, my ex-husband would whisper in my ear, as he fucked me, the thought of another man’s cock in my mouth. He would place a rubber cock in my mouth and I would willingly suck it. He introduced me to a large 8″ realistic cock that he liked to fuck me with. I liked it too.

My fantasies began with that cock. It was a large part of our foreplay in the beginning. I was too shy to ask for it myself, but always hoped he would use it when we had sex. At first, he would eat me while he jammed it inside me, but I would cum too quickly that way. He had a way of getting on top and between my legs while he pumped the dildo in and out of me. He would hump me with his hand between us jamming the dildo. It felt like a different man was fucking me, a man with a huge cock. I began fantasizing it was another man and when he was done with me, my husband would take his turn. I began to like the idea of being used for sex.

When I first met my ex-husband my sexual experiences were rather mundane. My ex introduced me to wild and dangerous sex. One of our first times together set one of my strongest desires. We rode his motorcycle into the country and parked just off the highway. He led me to a field and pushed me to my hands and knees and took me from behind like a dog. I was so turned on my juices were running down my legs. It was so reckless and unlike anything I’d ever done. He fucked me really hard and came in me fast, just the way I like it. Although, we made love and fucked in many different ways, getting bent over and fucked remains my favorite sex. It’s my one secret way to be seduced. If a man knew he could just bend me over a chair and lift my skirt, he would find I would be ready for him in an instant. Any man.

My ex-husband understands this, which is why we still fuck after 6 years of divorce. My ex began taking nude photos of me before we were married. I had never done anything like that before and it got me hot! This went on for some years and we eventually ended up with quite a collection. We chronicled my breast implants, which I got in 1992. I went from a 34 B to 36 DD and wished I had gotten bigger ones. I love the effect they have on men, and women, for that matter. I just love my boobs. I love to look at them and the way they feel. I love to touch myself. My ex wants me to get my nipples pierced and my clit hood. I don’t know yet if I will. The idea excites me, but I’m afraid of the pain.

Anyway, the wildest photo session we ever had and what started me on my sexual odyssey was with my ex’s college roommate. The roommate was staying for a week on vacation. We got along really well and I was attracted to him. My husband wanted to invite him into our bed, but at that time I was too intimidated and inhibited to have sex with two men. He even suggested that I fuck him alone first, which I almost did. I didn’t realize the reasons behind my husband’s suggestions. Later I discovered he hoped it would open me up sexually. And eventually, that’s what would happen. However, I was really into teasing and flirting with his friend. They would both manhandle me in the pool and I would grab their butts in their swimsuits. I finally let them give me a full body massage. I wanted them to see and touch my tits. I wasn’t shy about showing them off.

When our guest first arrived, my ex told him about my breasts and I showed them to him right in front of my husband. Because of all of this, our sex was really intense the week his friend was here. My husband knows that I have never considered blowjobs to be sex. I always defined sex as intercourse with everything else foreplay. This is why I sucked his friend and how it happened. My ex suggested we do a photo session with his friend. It would be soft porn, simulated sex, he promised me he wouldn’t pull anything or put pressure on me to fuck them. I said yes. Secretly, I was extremely turned on. The way things were going; I was getting into the idea of sex with both of them anyway. My biggest fear was that it would change our marriage for the worse. No matter what my husband thought. I was wet with anticipation all day.

Later that night, we were sitting around the living room when my husband got the camera. He suggested we strip each other while he shot pictures. Somehow I got naked first. His buddy turned around when he took off his pants so I couldn’t see his cock. But when he did turn around I was shocked at its size. It was huge! He said nine inches and thick and hard. My husband told me to touch it and play with it. With the camera clicking away, we posed in different ways. My mouth over the end looking like I was going down on him. Him behind me with his cock sticking out from between my legs. That was nice because I rubbed my wet slit up and down its length. All kinds of pictures looking like we were about to have sex, but with no penetration. Finally, my husband asked me to take the head of his cock in my mouth and pretend I was sucking him. Then he put us in a 69 and I could feel his friends face between my legs. He just put his mouth on me and didn’t do anything. I guess he wasn’t sure how far to go.

My husband wasn’t concentrating on him anyway. He was snapping photos of me pretending to suck his cock. I couldn’t take much cause it was so large. And I didn’t suck him either. I was just doing it for the photos. I started to feel his tongue dart into my pussy. I just pushed it harder onto his mouth. My husband couldn’t see or else it’s what he hoped would happen. It didn’t matter; at that point, I just started sucking him off. I thought, what the hell, this is what they want anyway and I was so hot. Well, he came in my mouth right away. Gobs of it and I swallowed all of it. This turned my husband on immensely and he immediately got behind me and pushed his cock into my pussy. His buddy stayed right where he was and licked my clit while my hubby pounded into me. Needless to say, I had the most intense orgasms of my life. I never let his buddy fuck me though. Looking back, I wish I had tried that huge cock, as it is the biggest I’ve seen so far. I did enjoy sucking his cum out of it though. And unknown to my hubby sucked him off a few more times before he left. I was so tempted to let him fuck me though I just couldn’t do it.

The photo session had the effect of causing me to really consider a plunge into the sexual unknown. That I had sucked a man to orgasm and swallowed his cum right in front of my husband removed a great deal of my inhibitions. I began to explore my sexuality by myself, while my husband was at work. I never considered being unfaithful to him, but I learned to pleasure myself with dildos and vibrators alone and away from him. Watching our videos and seeing 2 or 3 men fuck a woman began to work on me. I began to get excited watching a woman receive anal sex. I was fascinated by it as I was learning to love having my asshole sucked and licked. I had painful experiences with anal sex and wasn’t too into doing it. In fact, I didn’t like my husband licking my ass for the longest time. Then one day it just felt so good and perfect. Of course he got right into it and began talking dirty about how I would, someday, beg for his cock in my ass. He was right, although it was several months later. I had been experimenting with a long thin dildo. I liked the way it felt when I pushed it up my ass and another in my pussy. I wouldn’t let my husband do this, but I did it alone when he wasn’t around.

My main fantasy at the time was remembering sucking his friend after the photo session. I found a few times alone with his friend and, feeling bold and slutty, took his cock and sucked it. It was so erotic to both be fully dressed and in an unexpected situation. I felt such power and a feeling of being in control of my desires when I unzipped his pants and pulled his hardening cock out to suck on it. I felt no guilt about it at all, only my pleasure and a certain satisfaction that my husband wasn’t controlling the situation for his pleasure. His friend certainly didn’t complain! Long about that time, my ex decided to have the Prince Albert piercing done. He did it as a surprise for me, but it surprised him more. I guess he didn’t realize or expect it to hurt so much. His penis was too sore to suck or fuck for over 2 months.

During this time, to compensate, he developed his oral skills to an art. To this day there is no man that can do me with his mouth like this man can. He began opening me up to anal manipulation taking advantage of the fact that my pussy was a slave to his mouth. I couldn’t get enough of it. Knowing that I didn’t have to fuck him every time he ate me gave me the freedom to spread my legs any time I wanted an orgasm. Which was fairly often. It’s not that I don’t like sex with him, it’s just I liked all the attention with out having to reciprocate. I was learning to be selfish. He was so gentle with the dildo in my ass. Combined with his licking and sucking my clit, I was getting addicted to the feeling of being penetrated anally while I climaxed.

For the first time I began thinking about being fucked there. I began to fantasize about two cocks inside of me. Even the thought of 3 cocks, although, I couldn’t imagine how a girl could manage to concentrate on sucking a man while two others are ramming her between her legs. I had already been fucked by two cocks in my pussy. Or rather, earlier in our adventures, my husband was plunging a rubber cock up into me on the couch, when he suddenly slipped between my legs and popped his cock right inside with the dildo. We were both surprised that he was able to do it. It hurt me, but I could feel that it made him so hard. When he came, he said it was like a faucet was turned on instead of spurts. It was true, there was cum everywhere. I kind of liked it as I was learning to like large items in my cunt. By the time his cock had healed enough for sex, I was ready for him to fuck my ass.

Let me tell you about the ring. It’s like an electric shock. I loved it. As soon as he pushed into me I began to cum. I was a little concerned about the ring in my ass and sure enough, the first time it hurt going in, but only for a second. I could feel the ring as it moved in and out of my anus. He had to use Anal-Ease on me because his cock was so thick. It was a special treat and started me thinking about another cock. I let him begin to double penetrate me with my dildo. I thought that was great, I thought that solved the problem of another man. I didn’t have to worry about it though, because about that time we broke apart and got a divorce. He didn’t get to realize his fantasies with me while we were married. But later… In the short time we were married, I had begun to think differently about sex.

After we separated things changed a bit. Men I dated were more my own age and not as sexually adventurous as my older husband. I was afraid to assert myself with these men as I thought I might scare them off or cause them to think of me a slut (which, more and more, I was wanting to be). After awhile, my husband drifted back into my life on and off. Mainly, because there was no one that could compare for sex. You have to know my husband was and still is, in his forties. He doesn’t get those rock hard erections as often as he used to when I first met him. But when he is turned on and fucking me, sometimes he can cum in me, stay hard and cum again! I’ve yet to meet a man I turned on enough to cum in me twice in one sex session.

Last fall, my ex began exchanging email with a woman interested in bondage and slave sex. It’s very hard to qualify people on the Internet. There are so many liars and posers that you can never tell. Somehow they connected and after a series of letters and so on, the woman wanted a meeting. She was a 25-year-old college student. She sent pictures of her self and was very critical of her body. She had never had an orgasm and her ex-husband, she later realized, had an abnormally small penis, around 4 inches or so. She was about 30 pounds overweight, but had enormous breasts. And one breast was considerably larger than the other one. She was very sensitive about their size and even talked about wanting reduction surgery someday when she could afford it. However, she was an attractive woman and would be very desirable when she loses her extra weight.

My ex-husband maintains a web site for his business and has a picture of himself on it. I guess this helped the woman decide he was who he said he was. She was very specific on what she wanted sexually, but was unsure how to proceed. She wanted to know how they would meet. Should they get to know one another, should they meet in a neutral place and so on? In the end, I guess she had learned to trust him enough that she agreed to come directly to his apartment. Since she lived 6 hours away, she came the day before and stayed at a friends place an hour away. She called that evening and said she would be at his place about 8:30 in the morning.

Are you wondering where I fit into all this? I was there in his apartment, hidden with a video camera and witnessed everything! My ex had told me about this girl. He was intrigued, but didn’t really have a clue on how to be a dominant. I mean he’s always been dominant, but not the way of chains and ropes and the like. Eventually, he sorted it out and came up with a plan. He asked if I would be interested in participating. He didn’t know what would happen, but thought, at least, I would be there and there was always the possibility that I could be involved. It didn’t turn out that way, I could have been, but I was too inhibited.

When she was tied and blindfolded, I could have licked her pussy and she would have never known. I wish I had now. I know now that she would have welcomed it in her position. She needed to be forced to do what she really wanted to do anyway. The things she wanted, she would never pursue. She needed someone to immobilize her, take it out of her hands, and give her the freedom of indecision. She wanted to be fucked by two or, even, three men or even women. The only way she could do it is if she were forced into it by submission. It’s like booze, when I get buzzed, I can do things and blame it on the liquor. It helps me justify my desires.

We didn’t know how far we could go with her that day. First of all, she didn’t know about me and never found out. Since it was a one-time thing, my ex never got to find out what he could do with her and how far he could take this type of sex thing. It wasn’t till a long time after that he realized how he could have used this woman and all the potential things that could have come from it. I spent the night with him before she came. There was no trace of me in his apartment that morning.

He was still debating on how to receive her when she knocked on the door at 8:30 AM. Since I was hiding in the bedroom closet, I will have to relate what my ex did in the first 10 minutes of their meeting. He answered the door, they looked at each other and he invited her inside. He immediately kissed her and feeling her respond, took command and stripped her naked right on the spot. She let him do it.

In telling me later, he knew right away what she wanted and he gave it to her. She wanted to be humiliated. She wanted to be made to become a slut. He sat down and made her stand in front of him. He told her to turn around; he wanted to see her body. He made her spread herself for him. He fondled her tits, put his hands between her legs and told her he was going to shave her pussy right away. He said her pussy was dripping. He inserted his finger in her asshole. He wanted to find out what her limits were.

He had found out about code words and explained to her how to respond to him. He used colors. Green meant more. Yellow meant just that and no more. Red meant that it was hurting and not fun anymore. Blue meant it was over. He told her if she said the word “blue”, he would immediately stop what he was doing and she would have to leave immediately. He took his cock out and made her suck it.

At this point, he blindfolded her. Using one of his silk ties, he place cotton balls over her eyes and tied the tie around her head. There was no way for her to see. He bound her hands behind her back and left her kneeling on the living room floor while he came to get me. Very quietly, with Frank Sinatra playing in the background, I came into the living room with the video camera.

As I began taping her, he stuck his cock back into her mouth. This was very new to me and very exciting. Watching a woman suck my ex’s cock was extremely erotic. Taping her was even more exciting, because she told him at the beginning, no pictures. She couldn’t hear the camera and was never aware that everything that day was taped.